What Do I Know?

Growing up I knew everything. I knew what I wanted for dinner, I knew what I wanted to play, I knew what presents I wanted, and most of all, I knew what was best for me. Through much of my short life I did what I wanted and not what was best for me. I didn’t step out of my comfort zone, I didn’t deviate, and I chased things that had no true value.

In high school I took a guitar class to fill my schedule, but would’ve much rather picked a math or science, because that’s what the school wanted for me. This second-thought class ended up being a big part of my life, and now I’ve been playing for over 4 years. I stumbled upon something great simply by choosing something new. 

Still, my life was filled with useless pleasures and monotonous days. I wanted what I wanted when I wanted it, disliked what was different, argued too much, and stayed lazy. Now as I’ve grown up and found myself in uncomfortable positions, I realize I know nothing, and the worst part of it all is that I didn’t ask questions or take the time to listen. I learned to deny myself toxic time-sinks and find more meaning in my life. Today I have found freedom in discipline and humility, and I’ve learned how to listen more than argue. The world is much more beautiful when you can pay attention to it, but what do I know?

By: Gus Hartke

Year: Sophomore

Study: Finance Major and Entrepreneurship Minor

Hometown: St. Charles, Illinois

Fun Fact: My favorite candy is jelly beans